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2020. május 21., csütörtök

Playlist: IN / OUT - A bezártság és kiszabadulás dalai (Zenei válogatás)



Na, ez az én „karantén-válogatásom!” :) Az elmúlt két és fél hónap különös tapasztalatai ihlették ezt az összeállítást, olyan újabb és régebbi zenéket válogattam, melyeket gyakran hallgattam mostanában és sokat jelentenek nekem. Több közülük egészen mélyen és érzékenyen érint, beleborzongok, mennyire igaziak és gyönyörűségesek... és ahogy egymás után jönnek, mintegy párbeszédben és tovább is léptetve állapotokat, gondolatokat, érzelmeket… imádom! :)
Minden mozgásban van (sok közülük kifejezetten táncra is hív), én pedig szeretek ezzel az áramlással utazni...

Nehéz időszak volt ez a nagy bezárás, mindenki érezte a bőrén, az is, aki nem él élénk szociális életet és/vagy eleve otthonról dolgozik... (Konkrétan a mi életmódunkat például kevésbé érintette, az introvertáltabb, csendesebb időszaknak meg kifejezetten örültünk.) Mégis, az emberi kollektívával történt, a mi életünkben példátlan horderejű változást, a biztonság és bizalom megrendülését (illetve annak felszínre kerülését, új szintű tudatosítását) éreztük mindannyian.
Ha olvasod a blogot, tudod, hogy bármiről is írok, elsősorban nem a fizikai, hanem a tudati minőségből indulok ki, hiszen tapasztalom, hogy ez meghatározza, formálja és átlényegíti a fizikai megéléseket. A karantén, illetve a bezártság is mindenekelőtt, mint mentális-érzelmi állapot, illetve mint az elme útvesztőjébe - félelmekbe, szorongásba, magányosság érzésbe, illetve az öntudatlan azonosulásokba - való betévedés és (esetleges) beleragadás volt megterhelő. S persze még nincs vége ennek az időszaknak, sőt nagyon sok változás jön, amire úgy szintén áldásos belülről, önmagunkból adva és nem csak sodródva, a külvilágra reagálva válaszolni!
Úgyhogy ezt a mostani válogatást erre a témára hangoltam: arról szól, ahogyan be- és kilépegetünk, továbbáramlunk, felülemelkedünk, netán kiszabadulunk a benső útvesztőinkből. :)
Alapvetésként itt az őszinteség – fantasztikusak ezek az előadók / alkotók, nemcsak a dalaik, de a legtöbb dalszöveg is, ezeket is bemásoltam hozzászólásban! - no, és a mintegy rímként visszacsengő kérdés: mitől és hogyan lehetünk szabadok és egyáltalán, mi a szabadság?
Így vagy úgy ott csilingel ez mindegyik dalban, és főleg abban az egészben, amivé összeáll(hat)nak együtt.

Kívánok izgalmas felfedezést és befogadást hozzájuk és azt, hogy a mostani enyhülésben a számodra legörömtelibb változ(tat)ásokat tudd felismerni, megélni, meglépni!

Ha bármit megosztanál, akár a karantén-időszak, akár a zenék kapcsán, szeretettel várom! :)

N’alika



>> A lejátszási lista innen nyílik!

Ezek szerepelnek rajta:  
01   Joan As Policewoman - The Magic 
02   Stars – Counting Stars On The Ceiling 
03   Nessi Gomes  - These Walls 
04   Ane Brun - To Let Myself Go (Keyhan DM Rework) 
05   Lissie - Pursuit of Happiness (Kid Cudi Cover, Live at Brighton Great Escape) 
06   Alanis Morissette – Smiling (F9 Remix) 
07   The National – I Am Easy To Find 
08   Candi Staton – Hallelujah Anyway (Lars Vocal) 
09   Kodaline – Saving Grace [ezt a videóval együtt is ajánlom!]
10   Roo Panes – A Message To Myself 
11   1 Giant Leap – Freedom 
12   Cat Power – Free 
13   Gemini Rising – Best Case Life 
14   Bat For Lashes - Mountains

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  1. Joan As Policewoman: The Magic

    I don't want to tell you what you already know
    This is me that you're talking to
    And anything I say, I have said before
    When will it be enough?

    There's something, and my mind shifts, in my eye
    I slip on my ears
    And I find I am face to face with none other than me
    I have got the mirror up against the marquee
    And all it reads is, I am fine, I am divine
    But there is a wild ride going on behind the sign

    I'm looking for the magic
    I'm feeling for the right way out of mind
    Looking for the alchemy to release me from my maze
    I am makin' myself

    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic

    Now I don't wanna come off like I am
    I'm losing my head
    But the shadow inside of me
    Is begging for directions to illicit city
    Ooh illicit city

    I wanna do better than to fight this life 'cause it is a dream
    I wonder if the wild animals livin' in me
    Will they ever find freedom
    And all I fear is what I fear, am I a Leviathan?
    I feel the risin' of the cove, my ocean opens

    I'm looking for the magic
    I'm feeling for the right way out of my mind
    Looking for the alchemy to release me from my maze
    I am makin' myself

    I'm looking for the magic
    I'm feeling for the right way out of my mind
    Looking for the alchemy to release me from my maze
    I am makin' myself

    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic

    I wanna be bad
    I wanna be bad
    I wanna be bad
    I wanna be bad

    My shadow must find a window
    In the wall
    I'm looking for the magic
    I'm feeling for the right way out of my mind
    Looking for the alchemy to release me from my maze
    I am makin' myself

    I'm looking for the magic
    I'm feeling for the right way out of my mind
    Looking for the alchemy to release me from my maze
    I am makin' myself

    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic
    I'm lookin' for the magic

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  2. Stars: Counting Stars On The Ceiling

    Les soleils couchants
    Revêtent les champs
    Les canaux, la ville entière
    D'hyacinthe et d'or
    Le monde s'endort
    Dans une chaude lumière
    Là, tout n'est qu'ordre et beauté
    Luxe, calme et volupté

    Took a taxi with Jean last night
    It was late and it was raining
    We live far away from each other
    And there was no desire
    I think it was more the dark night
    Or some lonely feeling

    When we got home, we were alone
    We fell in love with that feeling
    When we got home, we were alone
    We fell in love with that feeling

    Rain since Tuesday
    Barely found my way to the shop
    For the milk in the morning
    And the news of the world had turned around
    Then I heard you calling
    Saw you turn the darkened corner
    Then you were gone

    When I've got home, I was alone
    I fell in love with that feeling
    When I've got home, I was alone
    And I counted stars on the ceiling

    When I've got home, I was alone
    And I fell in love with that feeling
    When I've got home, I was alone
    And I counted stars on the ceiling
    I fell in love with that feeling

    When I've got home, I was alone
    I counted stars on the ceiling
    I fell in love with that feeling
    I fell in love with that feeling

    The setting suns
    Adorn the fields
    The canals, the whole city
    With hyacinth and gold
    The world falls asleep
    In a warm glow of light
    There all is order and beauty
    Luxury, peace, and pleasure

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  3. Nessi Gomes: These Walls

    I've been here many times before,
    Don't know which road I must go
    My mind is full of so many thoughts,
    My heart beats on and on
    All my love, all my love

    Have you been here many times before?
    Do you cut your wings so that you fall?
    Can you break them through to the other side?
    Do you tell yourself things that ain't so kind?
    Can you feel the worms wiggle in my mind?

    And these walls, they won't crumble
    And they won't let me get out of here
    And these walls stand so tall
    The flowers they'll all disappear
    And the voices surround me
    Again and again, creep behind me
    Bringing me down
    Bringing me down

    And these walls, they won't crumble
    And they won't let me get out of here
    And these walls twist and turn
    The devil inside me returns
    As he smiles towards me
    Again and again, holds me, chokes me
    Burning me down
    Burning me down
    Burning me down
    Down.

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  4. Ane Brun: To Let Myself Go

    To let myself go
    To let myself flow
    Is the only way of being

    There's no use telling me
    There's no use taking a step back
    A step back for me

    A Step
    Back for me
    A step
    Back for me

    To let myself go
    To let myself flow
    Is the only way of being

    There's no use telling me
    There's no use taking a step back
    A step back for me

    To let myself go
    To let myself flow
    Is the only way of being

    There's no use telling me
    There's no use taking a step back
    A step back for me

    To let myself go
    To let myself flow
    Is the only way of being

    There's no use telling me
    There's no use taking a step back
    A step back for me

    To let myself go
    To let myself flow
    Is the only way of being

    There's no use telling me
    There's no use taking a step back
    A step back for me

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  5. Kid Cudi: Pursuit Of Happiness

    Crush a bit, little bit
    Roll it up, take a hit
    Feeling lit, feeling right
    Two AM, summer night, I don't care
    Hand on the wheel
    Driving drunk I'm doing my thang
    Rolling in the midwest side now
    Living my life, getting our dreams
    People told me slow my roll
    I'm screaming out fuck that
    I'm a do just what I want
    Looking ahead no turning back
    If I fall if I die
    Know I lived it to the fullest
    If I fall if I die
    Know I lived and missed some bullets

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    Tell me what you know about dreamin' (dreamin')
    You ain't really know bout nothin' (nothin')
    Tell me what you know about the night terrors every night
    5 A-M cold sweats, waking up to the sky
    Tell me what you know about dreams (dreams)
    Tell me what you know about night terrors nothin'
    You don't really care about the trials of tomorrow,
    Rather lay awake in the bed full of sorrow

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
    Everything that's shine ain't always gonna be gold (hey)
    I'll be fine once I get it, get it in, I'll be good

    Pursuit of happiness
    Yeah, I'm a get it, I'll be, good
    Ugh
    Oh man
    Oh alright
    Oh, room is spinning, room is spinning
    Pat, Zule, where, oh fuck
    Oh my God
    Why did I drink so much and smoke so much oh

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  6. Alanis Morissette: Smiling

    This is a life of extremes
    Both sides are slippery and enticing
    These are my places off the rails

    And this, my loose recollection of a falling
    I barely remember who I failed
    I was just trying to keep it together

    This is my first wave of my white flag
    This is the sound of me hitting bottom
    This my surrender, if that's what you call it
    In the anatomy of my crash

    And I keep on smiling
    Keep on moving
    Can't stand still

    Me, the notorious bottom dweller
    Me, the ceiling-less brave explorer
    Lured to the ends of overwhelm

    This is my first wave of the white flag
    This is the sound of me hitting bottom
    This my surrender, if that's what I call it
    In the anatomy of my crash
    And I keep on smiling
    Keep on moving
    Can't stand still

    Such pretty forks in the road
    On this continuum I've been bouncing
    Life flashing promise before my eyes

    This is my first wave of my white flag
    This is the sound of me hitting bottom
    This my surrender, if I can bare it
    In the anatomy of my crash

    And I keep on smiling
    Keep on moving
    Can't stand still

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  7. The National: I Am Easy To Find

    How long have we been here?
    Am I ever coming down?
    I need to find some lower thinking
    If I'm gonna stick around
    I'm not going anywhere
    Who do I think I'm kidding?
    I'm still standing in the same place
    Where you left me standing

    I am easy to find

    Towers to the skies
    An academy of lies
    You never were much of a New Yorker
    It wasn't in your eyes
    If you ever come around
    This way again, you'll see me
    Standing in the sunlight
    In the middle of the street

    I am easy to find
    I am easy to find

    There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win, anyway
    I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape
    There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win, anyway
    I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape

    I am easy to find
    I am easy to find

    There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win, anyway
    I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape
    There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win, anyway
    I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape

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  8. Candi Staton: Hallelujah Anyaway

    Uhhmmmm.. Yeah!
    Uhhhhhhhhuuuwhhh!

    You have some problems,
    You need got to solve hem.
    You get down on your knees and pray
    When is he coming through,
    When will he answer you.
    Well it may mot be right away.
    But in the mean time,
    Just keep your mind,
    In a positive attitude.
    And while you waiting,
    Start praising,
    He is gonna see you through,
    Here is what you got to do.

    (Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around
    You gotta lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway.
    Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway-ay-ay.) wooohoo!'high'

    So much is going on,
    What's takin god so long.
    Your is back is up against the wall,
    (2 phrases I didn't understand)
    You got to trust him,
    Be patient,
    He's working behind the scenes.
    Just keep re(...., didn't understand quite well).
    Start dancing.
    He's givin you the victory
    Show him that you believe.

    (Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway.)
    (Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway-ay-ay.)
    Wooohoo!'high'
    Uhm!

    You see he's working it out for you
    (Background, verse 3)
    (Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around (Woohooo!'high')
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway-ay-ay.
    Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway.) 2x

    Yeah!
    Just say hallelujah.. anyway.
    He is maybe in your eyes, yeah
    Just say hallelujah anyway, uuuhmm.

    He's working it out for you 2x
    Working it out for you
    He's working it out for you
    Working it out for you
    He's working it out for you
    Working it out for you
    He's working it out for you

    Uhmm.

    (Praise him till your blessings come down
    Praise him till your situation turns around (Woohooo!'high')
    You gotta to lift up your voice and say: hallelujah anyway! Hallelujah anyway.)

    You got to praise him, uhmm.
    Just praise him!
    You may not feel like it.
    Just praise him anyway.
    Yeah, just say hallelujah anyway.

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  9. Kodaline: Saving Grace

    When you're out in the open
    And you're tired of hopin'
    I'll be there in a moment
    I'll be by your side
    When you're scared and you're lonely
    When there's no one to hold you
    I just want you to know that
    I'll be by your side

    You keep me strong when I can't carry on

    When you lose your feet
    Fall down to your knees and your heart's about to break
    I will be your saving grace
    When your eyes can't see, take my eyes from me
    When you're lost and losing faith
    I will be your saving grace

    Be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace

    When my heart's getting older
    And my body is breakin' down
    In my head yeah I know that I'll be by your side
    I don't know about the future
    No one knows what the future holds
    All I know is I know that I'm giving you my life

    You keep me strong when I can't carry on

    When you lose your feet
    Fall down to your knees and your heart's about to break
    I will be your saving grace
    When your eyes can't see, take my eyes from me
    When you're lost and losing faith
    I will be your saving grace

    Be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you... be my saving grace

    You keep me strong when I can't carry on
    Oh

    When you lose your feet
    Fall down to your knees and your heart's about to break
    I will be your saving grace
    When your eyes can't see, take my eyes from me
    When you're lost and losing faith
    I will be your saving grace

    Be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace
    Won't you be my, be my, be my saving grace

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  10. Roo Panes: A Message To Myself

    Going to get out of here
    So many voices fill this place
    Society is in my solitude
    Oh, find me the corner of this great space
    If I'd heard every word
    Or read every line upon the shelf
    I'd still need a message to myself

    A message to myself!

    Searching for the elements
    The roots of a fundamental love
    Been reaching out to find my solid ground
    Because I've never known peace lest from above
    So up in the clear
    I'll find the voice that I hold dear
    And I'll send a message to myself
    A message to myself

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  11. Cat Power: Free

    Everybody come together
    Free

    Everybody get together
    Free

    It's okay if you can stand to let her dance
    It's okay it's your right, come on and take a chance
    True romance, when you dance

    Free

    Don't be in love with the autograph.
    Just be in love when you scream that song on and on

    Free

    Everybody come together
    Free
    Everybody get together
    Free

    You can feel her from the palm that you're holding on your arm
    Cool hands from the get-go
    Can your feast on the real one?

    Don't be in love with the autograph
    Just be in love when you love that song on and on

    Free

    It's okay if you can stand to let him dance
    It's okay, it's your right, come on and take a chance.
    True romance, when you dance

    Free

    Everybody come together

    Free

    Don't fall in love with the autograph
    Just fall in love when you sing your song on the?

    Take a chance
    True romance, when you dance

    Free [Repeat: x6]

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  12. Gemini Rising: Best Case Life

    [Verse 1]
    Standing right in front of me
    I see what you are
    Fall apart with that look on your face
    I've known this type before
    I thought I've learned my lesson
    But I can't seem to let it go
    Nothing left and it's pulling me under
    It's all out of my control

    [Chorus]
    'Cause we can't get enough of this lately
    Shining hard in our bare-skinned light
    Tell me what you are and don't play me
    Doing what we love in our best case life

    [Verse 2]
    Still-frame frozen, I'm
    Lost in six degrees
    I know it's not for certain
    Nothing ends how I believe
    But I got a chance and I'll take it
    For curiosity

    [Chorus (x2)]
    'Cause we can't get enough of this lately
    Shining hard in our bare-skinned light
    Tell me what you are and don't play me
    Doing what we love in our best case life

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  13. Bat For Lashes: Mountains

    You know I couldn't see which way to turn
    Fell down at the floor at your feet, begged you let me through
    Told you I'm just too afraid to stay here in your arms
    Drop me off the edge of this cliff
    And you can watch me crash down

    We both know it's not an easy ride
    When it goes up in smoke
    I just want to hide
    Can we make it right
    I get worse at the start
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark, oh

    So you turned to the mountain
    She started to sing soft
    Elvis in the midnight air
    I'll latch your body and soul to the fog
    A hundred forks in the road
    A hundred knives in my heart
    He said go sing to the lovers
    Don't ever look over your shoulders

    'Cause we both know it's not an easy ride
    When it goes up in smoke
    I just want to hide
    Can we make it right
    Like it was at the start
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark

    We both know it's not an easy ride
    When It goes up in smoke
    I just want to hide
    Can we make it right
    Like it was at the start
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark
    Sing to me in the dark, ooh

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